When God seems like He doesn't care
A s some of you know if you read my post yesterday, I was suffering from, "the sin of ingratitude." After pondering on my life's work, I decided that I wasn't where I wanted to be, and what I've done and accomplished just isn't enough. Somewhere along the way in my journey called "living" I realized that I'd let my life be "interrupted." Or had I? "Why Lord?" Why haven't you allowed me to accomplish ...? Wallowing just isn't my thing (anymore) so I knew I couldn't stay in that frame of mind. Although I sort of felt like I was right? Why did everything always seem to come so hard for me? Why did I have to struggle—fight and plea for my portion? Why? "Don't wallow Ang. Don't do it"... I couldn't focus on the lie and allow it to consume me. I had to fight and fight hard because my mind told me, "I had a "right" to be angry, and that I was right" An internal...